“Where is my salary, where is my salary, wohohoo?!”
I have 100 CZK in my pocket and 70 CZK on my account… too bad.
On Monday I got rid of that bitchy student of mine, who was always so unpleasant and didn’t want to study.
She was always calling off lessons in the last minute, and didn’t mind at all, that I have to travel 1 hour to her workplace and 1 hour back. She was just always unsatisfied.
And our relation is over in a similar way, as our whole teaching-learning was: on Monday I arrived on time to her workplace. I was waiting 15 minutes, then wrote her a message. She did not reply so after 20 minutes I left and let my boss know what happened.
Then later she replied, that she doesn’t understand why I came at all, because she called off the whole course, and she doesn’t need my service anymore.
The language school also did not know that she called it of already this month, cause she did not answer their email….
She is a perfect example of why I hate to teach adults.
Yesterday I went for my first spinning lesson ever!!! My tights hurt and my bottom is rounder.
Is this possible?
I started to go to therapy
I decided to visit a therapist.
My hysterical outbursts on Radek started to become worse and worse. I do not want to loose him. And none of us deserves this kind of unpleasant, stressful, hurting situations.
My biggest problem is, that I do not have my space here. I have two friends, and if none of them has time, then I am basically whole day alone.
Alone, not without a single soul around to exchange two sentences with.
I am frustrated because of this so much, that time to time I pour my frustration on Radek, who can not be blamed…
Getting depressed slowly.