So, back in Prague again.
After long months spent at home, I managed to find two jobs that I would be happy to do. One is in Prague, it is half time but from January it may evolve into full time job. Till that time I would still have to work for the aunt of my ex-boyfriend to keep myself up, and spend half of my salary on rent.
The other job is not fix yet cause I still have to do an interview, but it is mostly up to me. It would be a full time job in Budapest. Salary is not bad, I would not have to pay the rent and I can be with my friends and family.
I was very upset, I couldn’t really decide what I want. This weekend I promised to come to Prague to manage some sightseeing. And maybe take a rest from my hometown to be able to think.
Yesterday I wrote him that I might drop by at our old flat. I wanted to take away some books. He said no problem. On the way there I already felt that it was not a good idea to go there. I had bad feelings about the neighborhood, memories attacked me. Arriving to the flat, I saw that something is strange… namely: there were traces of a woman living in the flat. Then I realized, it’s her. They didn’t wait long to exchange me.
I got a kind of shock-attack, packed some stuff in panic and left. I just couldn’t understand why he didn’t warn me?! Is it really such a big deal after 6 fucking years? First I was tearing a little bit because I felt humiliated. Than I was angry that he is such an asshole. Finally, I realized that this was exactly what I came for. The final push to make a decision about my future…